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Created on 2007-09-20 15:37:17 (#13859597), last updated 2007-11-23
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Basic Info| Name: | bptendency |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1988-12-05 |
| Location: | Neenah, Wisconsin, United States |
| Website: | Amber |
BioI'm Amber.
Generosity serves as my strength and my weakness. I'm tough as nails, but not a cliche. I don't eat meat. That's right folks, I'm a vegan. I'm against factory farming. I don't really like animals much...
People tell me I'm beautiful. I don't believe them. I have a high self esteem but I rarely feel pretty. I stare at myself in the mirror a lot. No, it's not the conceited self worship you'd assume it to be. In fact, all I'm doing is picking apart my flaws, not admiring my assets.
I love people. Strangers like to tell me their life stories. I come off as open and receptive, but quite honestly, nobody knows me that well. I just like to talk a lot. It's a nervous habit, although it exudes confidence. I'm articulate. I respect good grammar and impeccable manners.
I've never been in love. I rarely get into relationships. I have a boyfriend.
I'm the manager of a mattress retailer. My work ethic is meticulous. I want to be a journalist. I'm going to school in the spring. I can't afford a university & pissed away a scholarship in high school. Therefore, I'll be going the community route. I could kick ass all the way up the corporate ladder, but I'd rather do something with substance. Like save lives.
I like to protect & conserve people's emotions. I'd make a great counselor, but I'm tired of broken people. I overanalyze every angle of every frame. I jump to conclusions. I scare people away.
I'm everybody's best friend. I have two best friends.
Music puts me in a trancelike state. A good song can send me to heaven or hell. Crappy music makes me wince. I listen to everything. EVERYTHING. I'll suggest a good song for you to download, just ask.
I evolve through life stages rapidly. Sometimes I forget how young I am. There's not enough evidence around to remind me.
I'm loving. I love my siblings, my mom, my dad, my friends. Sounds quite tidy, doesn't it? It's not. I've had a fucked up life. I want to slap people who claim that, so I guess it makes me a hypocrite. Anybody who considers divorced parents, shitty break ups, or something equally boring as "fucked up" needs to shut up. Try poverty. Try rape. Try molestation, abuse, disorders, try REALLY "fucked up". Then get back to me.
I'm not bitter. Hell, maybe I am. But I consider myself sunny & optimistic. Although it's an off-beat optiism that tends to throw people off...
Read about my life if you'd like. I'll listen to yours too if you'd like, as well.
Generosity serves as my strength and my weakness. I'm tough as nails, but not a cliche. I don't eat meat. That's right folks, I'm a vegan. I'm against factory farming. I don't really like animals much...
People tell me I'm beautiful. I don't believe them. I have a high self esteem but I rarely feel pretty. I stare at myself in the mirror a lot. No, it's not the conceited self worship you'd assume it to be. In fact, all I'm doing is picking apart my flaws, not admiring my assets.
I love people. Strangers like to tell me their life stories. I come off as open and receptive, but quite honestly, nobody knows me that well. I just like to talk a lot. It's a nervous habit, although it exudes confidence. I'm articulate. I respect good grammar and impeccable manners.
I've never been in love. I rarely get into relationships. I have a boyfriend.
I'm the manager of a mattress retailer. My work ethic is meticulous. I want to be a journalist. I'm going to school in the spring. I can't afford a university & pissed away a scholarship in high school. Therefore, I'll be going the community route. I could kick ass all the way up the corporate ladder, but I'd rather do something with substance. Like save lives.
I like to protect & conserve people's emotions. I'd make a great counselor, but I'm tired of broken people. I overanalyze every angle of every frame. I jump to conclusions. I scare people away.
I'm everybody's best friend. I have two best friends.
Music puts me in a trancelike state. A good song can send me to heaven or hell. Crappy music makes me wince. I listen to everything. EVERYTHING. I'll suggest a good song for you to download, just ask.
I evolve through life stages rapidly. Sometimes I forget how young I am. There's not enough evidence around to remind me.
I'm loving. I love my siblings, my mom, my dad, my friends. Sounds quite tidy, doesn't it? It's not. I've had a fucked up life. I want to slap people who claim that, so I guess it makes me a hypocrite. Anybody who considers divorced parents, shitty break ups, or something equally boring as "fucked up" needs to shut up. Try poverty. Try rape. Try molestation, abuse, disorders, try REALLY "fucked up". Then get back to me.
I'm not bitter. Hell, maybe I am. But I consider myself sunny & optimistic. Although it's an off-beat optiism that tends to throw people off...
Read about my life if you'd like. I'll listen to yours too if you'd like, as well.
ConnectInterests (28):
air-ports, artificial nails, being drunk, books, boredom, dirty talk, drama, exercise, flappers, going for walks, high heels, history, laughing, mapquest, orgasms, reality, respect, scenery, shopping, smiles, sobriety, solidarity, sunny days, the 80's, the juliana theory, the newspaper, this second, yummy food
External Services:
 | bptendency@livejournal.com | |
 | amescud413 |
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Millenium High School - Litchfield Park, AZ
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